I have been working on my “N” Level since early June, beginning from my D&T. There are a lot of things I must do; I spent almost 3 months on D&T project. It’s dreadful, I don’t know where to draw strength from and I depend on nothing to keep me going, because at that time I found nothing could keep me awake to work. As if this wasn’t enough, I loss sleep at night!
Well, to be honest, God wasn’t in my life at that time, I reasoned so that I can excuse myself from praying. My tiredness made me feel Service and Cell Group a waste of time, because it has nothing to do with my study. Slowly, God “disappear” in my heart.
Just as I thought I could work “peacefully” again, chaos begun. 6 boys who lives near me throw litter outside my house, spray paint outside my house and there is a thing that i totally cannot stand that is the volume they can actually produced from running, laughing, talking and even breathing! It was only then I realized I need God again, I remember praying to God to get those (SEC 3 only) guys quiet down (and it work again!). That happened almost immediately after I finished my prayer!
When I finally walk with God again, Life is easy again, I got the environment I need to study and I regain my strength, no more lack of sleep! The best thing is, my work begun to show its result very soon, it’s a miracle to know that you spend the same number of hours study the same chapter but the marks of the exams is so different.
Here’s the result!
Prelim Result:
| Subject | Mark |
| Grade |
| English | 65 |
| 3 |
| Chinese | 53 |
| 5 |
| Mathematic | 61 |
| 4 |
| Science | 70 |
| 2 |
| Combined Humanities | 45 |
| U |
| D&T (Theory Paper only) | 58 |
| 5 |
| P.E |
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| A
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Comment: Kwok Wei is an intelligent and diligent student who shows a keen interest in his studies. He is highly motivated with an unflagging determination to excel in his academic pursuits. His positive attitude has been rewarded with good results.
Look at what happened without God (dun be shocked!)
*There are lesser things to study for this term,
Mid-Year Result:
Subject | Mark | Grade |
English | 51 | 5 |
Chinese | 56 | 5 |
Mathematic | 66 | 3 |
Science | 66 | 3 |
Combined Humanities | 59 | 5 |
D&T (Theory Paper only) | 56 | 5 |
P.E |
| C |
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Comment: Kwok Wei is an intelligent and eloquent speaker. Moreover, he has an enquiring mind and an enterprising spirit. He never hesitates to clarify his doubts in his work. He shows respect to his peers and teachers. As a leader, he encourages others to strive for better behaviour. In addition, he often went the extra mile to help his friends who have doubts in their studies. However, he needs to bring his books to school regularly.
See the difference? With God and Without God.
During this time, I can tell u honestly that obeying God and taking precious time to go for Service and Cell Group is hard but God will still keep His promise, HE will let you be THE HEAD and not the tail, ABOVE and not beneath That’s why I will make time for God now no matter how urgent my work is!
I’m here to encourage all my beloved friends that no matter whatever you will be/are facing, may it be time constraint or thousands of mathematic questions you can’t solved, God will bring you through it.
Driving a car is to focus on the front window and not the side or back window. When you walk with God, always focus on God because He is the front window that you will be seeing that will lead you forward.